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    Reflections of a Loser

    Friday, March 5th, 2010

    Now that I’ve been in the “medal” program for a few weeks (that’s for people who have made it through the whole Optifast program and are trying to “maintain”), I have some final thoughts on this whole process.  (A friend of mine thought it was spelled “mettle,” since that’s what is required to keep doing well once you are allowed to eat food again.)

    First of all, it’s a lot harder to stay on track when you don’t have someone laying out exactly what you get to eat and when–and you have to make your own choices.  Secondly, it’s also a lot easier, in some ways, than I feared.  I’m not, for example, real eager to give up the past four months of work in favor of a chocolate sundae, so temptation is not the problem. What’s hard is the amount of careful planning that is required in order to stay on program. 

    Thirdly, I feel as if, at 70 pounds down, I am gradually emerging from a cocoon that I’ve had around me for the past several years–a protective layer of fat that I didn’t even know I had.  A friend said she noticed that even my hand gestures are different now–that I’m more openly expressive.  I don’t know how true that is–or if I was just strutting my stuff in front of her because she hadn’t seen me since the beginning of the program–but I do know that I was shy in certain circumstances before, such as trying on clothes, being in a bathing suit, wearing pants–where I’m less shy now. 

    I’ve had a lot of positive reinforcement lately, and that’s wonderful–but also disconcerting, since I feel like the same old me inside this 50- something body, just with a different presentation to the outside world.

     All this has made me realize how much people notice our outside appearance, on the one hand, but also, on the other, how little they really notice it.  What I have found, even if I didn’t really need confirmation, is that the people who truly love you, love you through thick and thin (literally).  It’s good to know that.  It sure does help to keep me from putting the weight back on! Why would you when there is nothing to prove and no one to rebel against?  That’s a good feeling.

    Week 17: Learning to Eat Again

    Thursday, February 4th, 2010

    We had a great session last night, which I feel compelled to write about, even if at the risk of boring everyone to death with my weight program!  We’re in “transition” now (like having a baby!), so we are transitioning back to “normal” eating (which, of course, has no relation to what we used to call “normal.”).  A lot of us had fears that we might go completely off the wagon in this stage and suddenly rush out and wolf down an ice cream sundae, now that food is available to us.  (It’s scary to give up the ease and security of opening a powdered drink every two to three hours!) But the instructor, the nutritionist for the program, had some great hints about how to manage this next phase.  First of all, you plan ahead, so that you do conscious, thought-out eating, instead of impulse eating.  So, for instance, you go to the grocery store on Sunday and purchase your mozarella sticks and lean chicken breasts, instead of hoping there will be something appropriate in the fridge for you to eat come Monday. Each day, you plan what meals you will need to prepare ahead of time and carry with you, what your snack will be, where you will get your 64 ounces of water, etc.

    Secondly, and this is the part I like the best, you approach each meal  (and each snack) with the 1-2-3 system, checking off three things to make sure you’re getting the balanced nutrition you need:  1) protein 2) carbs and 3) fat.  If you start by asking yourself, “Where in this meal/snack will I get my 4 ounces of protein, 1-2 cups of good, unstarchy carbs, and 1 serving of fat?”, you’ll be able to handle whatever comes at you.  I like the approach:  it simplifies my life.  It also keeps food solidly in its place as balanced nutrition instead of all the other dangerous things it can turn into, such as romance, fun, glamour, comfort, therapy, etc.  It’s also beautifully uncomplicated, so I don’t have to be carrying around a calorie counter everywhere I go.  The final part of the plan:  remember portion control!  I just need to remember to use a small plate and make sure that 2/3 of that plate is made up of fruits/veggies/whole grains and 1/3 is lean protein.  I like it! 

    We also talked about low-calorie alternatives for delicious treats, such as mashed cauliflower with garlic and Greek yoghurt in place of mashed potatoes–but that’s a whole other subject.

    Jane’s World: Week Three on Full Liquids and the Joys of Fake Nails

    Wednesday, November 4th, 2009
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    I don’t have much to report this week, other than that I am steadily losing weight and feeling better and better about my body, my life, my appearance, and my health.  The low point of this week was taking a big gulp of what I thought was going to be a vanilla shake with a hint of Starbucks coffee flavor and discovering instead that it was cold chicken soup, flavored with coffee!  Needless to say, I wasn’t wild about the cold lumps!

     The high point of the week was this weekend.  The program tells us to come up with non-food rewards for progress made, so I decided to do something I’ve always wanted to do but never had the nerve to try:  fake nails!  I didn’t realize they would take so long, but after 2 hours in the chair, I walked out of the salon feeling totally glamorous and beautiful and, oh, so feminine.  I highly recommend them.  My sister, Katie, has always told me they were wonderful, and now I get it.  I’m typing with them right now and feeling like I’m back to being about 8 years old, loving my glue-on nails–but these don’t fall off!  I have to watch out because lately I’m spending a lot of time just thinking up new ways to point a gorgeous red-tipped finger at something.  Here’s a picture:

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    Other than that, there’s not much to report.  The session last week was about the importance of serving food on small plates, so that we don’t over-feed ourselves–and about drawing an imaginary line across our plate, dividing our plate into top and bottom.  The top half should always be filled with vegetables, the bottom fourth with protein and the other fourth with starch, with a tiny bit of fat.  We are supposed to keep that plate model in our heads, when we go back to eating, especially when eating out!  It simplifies the whole deal of counting calories or figuring out portions. The other thing that happened this week is we got started on regular exercise.  My goal is 150-200 minutes of aerobic exercise a week–and I have to keep a daily  log.  I’m proud to say I made it to the YWCA one morning, and I walked 4 times this week, plus one long walk and a hike on the weekend.  We’re also supposed to do simple things to get ourselves moving all the time, such as parking farther away from work, taking the stairs, or, in my case, running in place in the bathroom, just for the extra oomph!  Onward and upward!

    Jane’s World: Hospital Weight Program: Week One

    Saturday, October 3rd, 2009

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      Appointment #1:

    So, I had to be there at the clinic by 8:15 in the morning, to get all my labwork done:  the obligatory urine sample, followed by bloodwork.  Then, I had to take off my shoes to get weighed and find out my BMI, that lovely measure of how much fat is riding heavily on my bones.   I was hoping they would let me leave my shoes on for the weigh-in, so that losing the first few pounds would be as easy as switching to sandals next time, but  these people are old hands at this! My body mass index was frightening–as was my weight, both of which I’ll leave off this blog, thank you.  I was particularly fond of getting my waist and hips measured.  Then, the EKG–to make sure I was in good enough shape to go on the program.

    The next step is the meeting with a nurse to discuss all the risks.  She’s a great person, so this went quickly and smoothly–except for the point where she casually mentioned some of the possible side effects, including dizziness, bad breath, temperature changes and “sudden death.”  I have to say that it took me a minute to get past that last one.  I asked  if they had ever experienced this particular side effect with any of their patients and was very relieved to hear her say, emphatically, “no.”  Since I don’t want to be the first instance , I’ve decided that I will actually follow the program to the letter instead of trying to be the fastest weight loser in history (which, due to my competitive nature, could be a risk for me).

    My friend, Kim, who is going through this program with me (bless her wonderful self) said she particularly liked the moment when they asked us to sign a statement saying that we  agreed never to sell the liquid diet protein drink to our friends.  She had a great picture in her head of our friends lining up to try to buy the product from us in a dark alley! (more…)

    On Dirty Houses

    Monday, September 28th, 2009

    Dear Johanna,

    I can’t seem to get my house in order, and I worry about it because I’m 53 years old.  I should have an orderly house by now!  I’m supposed to be a grown up and all!

    Cluttered in Cleveland

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